my bike, like how kool.....

CHRISTMASS

Well how are you, i am grate , life once again , you see i was in a serous motercycle accedent MARCH 30 2007 . life is different for me , never mind the excitement , i get this everyday, Go to meeting at lunchtime at kinsmen centre .get to go to foodbank help out volintering, thursday comes i go bowling friday, get to go to value village then innervision recouvery house clean up than go, my life is GOOD NO MATTER WHAT. do work than hang out with CLEAN N SOBER PEAPLE like what gives,,,.BEEN 16 YEARS CLEAN NOW.....SAYING MERY CHRISTMASS GOOD NEW YEAR.

happiness of cake day

hi there , how are you , You see its my 16 year cake of sobriety,CLEA N SOBER , You see i spoke about please come weather you want to are not.YOU SEE IVE DONE STEP MEETINGS ,IVE DONE Bigbook studys . ANGER MANAGEMENT , 2 TIMES AND FAILD, Been through 4 detoxis 2 treaement centres. recouvery house, from freind i met 20 years ago,you see this friend named billy has given me jamie a job on fridays claning smoke pit and weightroom up. THANK GOD theres clean and sober peaple who would give a SHIT,,,.i also had the priveledge to see my FREIND BAD BRAD,, ive known brad for 35 years so hes been up and down this road as my MOM AND DAD HAS.........YOU SEE BEFORE ACCEDENT WAS ANGREY RESENTFULL AGAINST ME,after has been a ride, you see with this t.b i. i have short term memory. so ive been sober for 16 years  before that was clean for 3 years.. before the consistancy of 16 I COULD ONLY REMEMBER BACK ABOUT 20 YEARS ,,BEN CLEAN 19 OUT OF 20 I BELEAVE.so life is life. and THANK YOU.........

SOMETIMWS YOUR NOT RIGHT

HI THER, HOW ARE YOU . YOU KNOW WHEN THE SKY IS GRAY, I SAY NKOW ITS NOT ITS BLUE REALY. WHY I WOULD GO TO THIS EXTENT, IS BEYOND ME, DONT YOU KNOW ITS ABOUT ME ME ME,YOU KNOW IVE BEEN GOING THROUGH LIFE NONE LISTENING, I NKOW.WELL GEUSS WHAT YOUR ACCEDNT WAS 6 YEARS AGO LIKE GET MOVING ON. YOU KNOW LIFE IS WHAT IT IS. SOMETIMES MY CONFIDENCE LEVEL GOES DOWN DOWN, BECAUSE I DONT LISTEN.THEN I MAKE THE EXUSE BUT IME BRAIN DEAD DONT YOU NKOW. I USE THIS LINE OF TERMORALL AGAINST, I HAVE A BROTHER, I WONDER SOMETIMES IF THIS GOOF NKOWS IVE BEEN IN AN ACCEDENT ORE NOT, BEEN TOLD I TALK TO HIM WRONG, I NEED A SPANKING ,SO ON AND SO FORTH, ANOTHER WORDS LIE ITS BULLSHIT ANYWAZE, AND YOUR YOU AND THATS THAT. GROW UP, YOU SEE SOMETIMES I WONDER HOW YOU WOULD ACT AFTER A T.B.I. ACCEDENT. YOU KNOW I KNOW ITS NOT   RIGHT BEFORE ACCEDENT OR AFTER,,,,,

REACTIONS AND GOD

Well hi ther, how are you, ive been better. wanted everyone to know evan T.B.I. surviours, have reactions, I picked a potted plant and threw it at this guy and freind, this guy mocks and teases me every time i step out the door, IVE GOTTEN no knew freinds. YOU SEE I BELONGED TO THE MIND YOUR OWN BUISNESS CLUB . before accedent, YOU SEE .NOW ITS LIFE ON LIFES TERMS, NO MATTER WHAT.YOU SEE IVE BEEN CALLED NAMES AND TEASING ALL MY LIFE.WELL GUESS  WHAT IVE HAD ENOUGH.SO I REACTED AND NOT THE RIGHT THING TO DO, IVE PRAYED IVE SEEN SHRINKS, IVE DOON EVERYTHING POSSIBLE MYSELF. WITHOUT CALLING FREINDS FROM MIND YOUR OWN BUSUINES CLUB/ YOU SEE I HAVE TO GROW UP AS RON MY SPONSER OUR DAD WOULD SAY. I GO TO THE FOODBANK ON WED .PRAY VOLENTER HELP OUT.YOU SEE I AM LEARNING YO PRAY THE RIGHT WAY, LIKE ALL THE TIME, WITHOUT SAYING AMEN. NOT HAVING TO GO TO CHURCH TO HAVE A CONTACT WITH GOD ,YOU SEE LEARNING FROM A FREIND  ROB AT FOODBANK, YOU SEE I BELEIVE HE STARTED AT A RECOUVERY HOUSE BUT AS USALL  MOCKED TEASED FOR WHO AND WHAT IS  MAN, UNBELIEVABLE.... YOU SEE I WENT TO 4 DETOXES 2 TREAEMENT CENTRES ,RECOUVERY HOUSE. JUST TO STAY CLEA AND SOBER MY FREIND BELEIVS IN GOD, HE KNOWS FOR SURE FOR HIM

lifes terms

hi there, how are you,  yaa see my life started again, march 30 2007. i gotten into a motercycle accident, life starts after being chemickly indused into koma, you find out what a dogs best freand really means( love) ,,,.ive also learned to take a buss. go to any appointments ive had. ya know  life on lifes terms stuff.meet freinds along the way, socialized had life so far. you see ime marriad to the most beutifull women of this world. thank god after the bullshit ive committed 20 years ago.i still go to a.a mon, or fri, at kinsmen centre. ya see for starters my dad is 34 years clean & sober   my sponser is 44 yeaes sober. i am 15 years clean & sober......ya see know i have this t.b.i. injury that have to except,   like man is it hard and frustrating,,,, ya wake up have a shawer get dried off. find out you only used the conditioner not shampoo    like what gives....days some times are like that, ya see i dont realize peaple get  old includiing self. ta see i think sometimes this is like breaking your arm ore something like that anyways.    wrong ya actually got to think about what your doing.and how you act

Well hi its me again,LISTEN I AM WRITTING ABOUT FREINDSHIP AND fAMILY.YOU SEE IVE GOTTEN INTO MOTERCYCLE ACCIDENT AWOKEN FROM BEING CHEMILKY INDUSED INTO KOMA. MY FREIND JEFF WAS THEIR .I REMEMBER LEAVING MY FREIND, FROM CAMIRCIAL HOTEL, BEING I WAS ALREADY A CRACKHEAD I WENT WITH AN UNDISERABLE CREWW .FOR EIGHT YEARS I WAS WIRED.YOU SEE MY FREIND GREW UP GOT A LIFE. I ROBBED AND STOLE FOR CRACK. YOU SEE THE EMOTIANLE BOND WEVE HAD IS UNBELEVIBLE..so my lfe, had to graw up .so know i am 15 years clean and sober. i grew up. my freind  got married had 2 boys . has a home. a life,

excitment happiness MY LIFE NOW,,,,

well hi there, how are you. ime good, like very GOOD. you see i took the buss today and went to the zone bowling on schoolhouse and lougheed. WITH the wheeled walker, i am doing so well THAT got ride of shrink, one day a week with tyler, went bowling today met a new freind gary taking the buss , he is in scooter im in walker, first on buss you see, THIS guy about 50 years old says come on get going. i bite me tonge. we went ,met gary you see he is wheelchair bound. BUT WORKS FOR CINEMAS . you see when we got off at schoolhouse and lougheed hwy . i helped unstraped scooter, as doing this I SAID ALOUD gimps have a BOND   they HELP each other    NO MATTER WHAT  .... WENT bowling    MY DADS  34 YEARs CAKE TOMMOREEW at eagle ridge . i mean how KOOL

insperation

well hi there, how are you. my days have been filled. ive had to get ready to go and take the buss, to brain surviors meeting . i had to    walk    to buss stop  take buss to piorer st coquitlam b.c. i got their        set up meeting room.chairs and such coffee,ect. had meeting. went home took the buss.  NEXT ive gone to BOWLING  on lougheed hwy. after that day ive walked with wheeled chair to pharmasave and back home . YOU see i write this blogg just for insperation for me and OTHERS. who have this INJURY.for starters i havnt done anything like this in 6 years.   WELL ihave made IT. I do want to thank SANDY CONNLY for every THING..............   thanks for reading this

jamies day

i love my wife, its me jamie. today went with tyler on buss to zone bowling with scooter, how kool i did it.next week i do it myself. to take a buss witch i havent for about 30 years. never mind everything is different . the reasond i put i love my wife, is that she accepts me the way i am no matter what,.its been very long, since my accedent, and i am starting to rember things,of life before.my family is my wife harly, scooby and buster .the 3 amigos, have cats bella and barbie. my life is good no drugs  no booze? what a life.

t,b.i. surviors picnic at rocky point ZOMBie land

HI, How are you, i WENT to ROCKY POINT TODAY, WITH SANDY, AND T.B.I. SURVIORS HAD A PICNIC, PLAYED BOCCIE. AND IF YOU SEEN US WE ALL LOOKED LIKE ZOMBIES PLAYING BALL, BECAUSE OF OUR PHYSICAL DEFECTS. WHAT A LAUGH,MY DAYS ARE GOOD, NOT SOME OF US THOUGH, SOME GET DEPRESSED AFTER ACCEDENT, SOME OF USS KNOW WE ARE TRULLY BLESSED TAKEN ME 6 YEARS TO ACCEPT THIS AS TRAMATIC AS IS THE ACCEDENTS,STROOCKS, THE WAY WICH YOU MIGHT APPEAR TO SOMEONE, GEUSS WHAT ME AND MY FREIND ALLEN KNOW, WE BELEIVE IN A POWER GRATER THEN SELF. LIKE PLEASE UNDERSTAND THESE MOMMONTS OF OUR LIFE IS OUR LIVES. AS SLOW IT IS, HOW FAST IT IS, MAYBE ITS DIFFICULT TO UNDERSTAND, FRUSTRATING. I DONT KNOW. IM THE T.B.I  GUY. DONT YOU FNNN KNOW     WHAT IS GOING ON HERE IVE BEEN IN A ACCENT 6 YEARS........... AGO AND WHAT

My Life Now: t.b.i. bus rider

My Life Now: t.b.i. bus rider: well its me again ,i took a bus with sandy.With scooter and all.Went to wrong intersection,Then got it Together for the right way at PINETRE...

t.b.i. bus rider

well its me again ,i took a bus with sandy.With scooter and all.Went to wrong intersection,Then got it Together for the right way at PINETREE and LINKON,  BUS came and me and scooter,sandy. got on , Went to LOUGHEED mall got off. Went to SKYTRAIN like are you for REAL. I havnt cought a bus in 30 YEARS. never mind a skytrain. GOT ON BUS THEY PUT A RAMP FOR SCOOTER I PAY, TURN SCOOTER AROUND TO DISABLED SEATING LOCK UP SCOOTER WITH THE SEATBELTS. THEN WE GO, today went with TYLER, on bus with walking poles, Went to WALMART got pictures taken, Came home WROTE BLOGG because of excitment. VERY KOOL,,,,,,,,,

monday monday

well hi , im jamie , i usually  get a ride from my freind , ron k he has been given me a ride to meeting since my accedent, march 30 2007. you see i walk from westwood to hastings st. at metro moters, for independence, anyways he didnt show up , so i walked to meeting, he was there forgot because of family seen him before trip to kamloops.ANYWAYS i walked first TIME IN about 6 OR 7 YEAES. FEEL GOOD I DID IT.     CAME HOME AFTER , KENNY SHOWED UP ON A 2008 ROADGIDE, LIKE I HAVNT RODE SINCE WIPEOUT, THER 110 CU INCHES AND I THOUGHT 101 INCH BORED OUT FROM AN 88 INCH 2000 NIGHTRAIN . WITCH I WAS INTO FOR COST ABOUT A HOUSE WORTH. ANYWAYS HOW KOOL, 110 INCH CHOPPER STOCK. NOW A FREIND OF MINE HAS A 120 INCH SS CHOPPER .WE HAVE RODE SINCE 2000 .WELL ITS PRETY KOOL RIDEN WITH THE MIND YOUR OWN BEUSNESS CLUB FROM HANEY.   TUESDAY WENT WITH TYLER TO PITCH AN PUTT. GOT 7 BIRDIES. ITS WED FOODBANK DAY, HAVE BEEN VOLIENTERING FOR ABOUT 4 YEARS NOW. GOT A JOB ON FRI .AT INNERVISIONS RECOUVERY HOUSE. SEE RON AT MEETING  AT TWELVE PRETY KOOL. LIFE IS WHAT YOU MAKE IT.

jamie functions

His ther, My DAYS, ARE DOING WELL.I WENT TO THE SAFEWAY ON SCOOTER, PICKED UP COFFEE , MILK AND JP MAGIZENE. MY LIFE IS SLOW. BUT DETERMINED TO GO ON. YA KNOW I AM EXTREAMLY LUCKY THAT I CAN FUNCTION THE WAY I DO. THERS BEEN GUYS IN ACCEDENTS WAY WORSE THAN MINE. THEY FUNCTION ON OWN WITH MASSIVE FRUSTRATION, NEVER MIND READING MY BLOG. ALLS I AM TRYING TO DO IS MAKE IT EAISER. FOR T.B.I SURFIVIURS. TO KNOW WE ARE NOT ALONE. FAMILY,FREINDS,HOME CARE HELPER WHAT EVER IT IS. ASK FOR HELP. NO MATTER WHAT YOU WOULD NEED HELP FOR.AND MOVE ON, LIFES LIFE

Brain survivors meeting AT Queensland park.

Well hi there, June 28, 2012.
 Its me, If you are new to my blog I had a motorcycle accident .Life starts fresh and new. If you are new to my blog I thank you for visiting and reading about my struggles and stories about my brain trauma will help you along your journey and maybe show you that with hard work and great commitment you can do anything go almost anywhere and be the best person you can be.
 I am so lucky I have been to the Vancouver Aquarium ,Curling,  Sailing  , Bowling but the most of all for me lately has been the Brain Survivors MEETING or the Brain awareness picnic at Queens park in New Westminster. I spoke on a mic in front of a bunch of  people about my life and how it has been since the accident and my recovery.For me it was an honor.
 My Occupational Therapist Sandy.runs our Group and I want to say she spends a bunch of her time and makes it happen every month., She does this from her HEART. THANKS SO MUCH.
March 30 2007 my life has changed In ways quite imaginable l am Slow, but functional ,  I am almost independent I can go where ever I want on my scooter I can see my friends can go for coffee anything I want to do. You see I rode a bike for 20 years have been CLEAN AN SOBER for as long.
You need to get out and maybe volunteer or find a local brain group or maybe see if there is a Headway Centre that is in your community to help with your emotions and receive the greatest gift of all and that is friends and people you have something in common with something that only you all can feel and have been through it has made a BIG huge difference in my life
On Wednesday  I go to the food bank and volunteer, go to church and PRAY for resentments of past to forgive and let go of things but it is hard and it is a hard road to travel very hard for me and this comes with the TBI .
 Just get up and MOVE, put one foot in front of the other and see where it leads you life has not ended life is just beginning look at it in a different way you get to see thing brand new again and that is never bad you need to stretch , go to gym work out walk on the treadmill I have been standing on one leg now for 24 seconds could only do 5 seconds before so it always gets better.
I would like to write my  blog so everyone could read my way be insperational to give hope or dreams and for you to realize THAT YOU ARE WORTH EVERY STEP AND FUNCTION THAT YOU DO. You see what you can achieve with a will and a way, thanks to lord and all the people in and or around  that help us also give yourself a pat on the shoulder for all that you  are doing to make the quality of your life better TBI or not check in tomorrow have  a great day and a great night nothing is impossible remember.  Jamie out :)

Brain survivors meeting and brain awareness month.

LISTEN EVERYONE , I AM SORRY ABOUT BLOGG, HAVENT WROTE ANYTHING FOR MONTHS. LIKE aim TRYING TO PROMOTE THIS INJURY, AND HERE I AM NOT HELPING. SO TOMMOROW ITS TIME FOR GETTING INTO GEAR.AND DO WHAT IVEs SET OUT TO DO.  HELP    HELP HELP..................????????

new FRiends

Hi ther, How are you, listen i went bowling, and Alan won overall, What a blast.Had an Brain surviors meeting, Iam feeling good, Lifes Life.Sometimes its hard to understand. Being i used to be a working guy .And so on. I do have a freind, that brings me bowling , pitch and putt. The gym ,out doing life.Walking Lafaege lake with poles.Walking dogs ORE SHOULD I SAY HARLEY,Sckooby, Buster,WALKS ME. Cauld learning

5 years and counting REHABILATION daily,

ITS BEEN 5 years since ACCEDENT march 30 2007, marrage in 2006, LIFE began in MARCH 2007, YOU see tide to a stationary bed, with housecoat ties, Wanted to go home ,see dogs, wife cleaning lady,HA HA HA, Funny things happen when you WAKE; up from being CHEMELKIE INDUSED in COMA,My life is , and HAS been normall SINCE 15 years ago lots of trials and INSPERATION. MARRIED TO MOST BEATIFULL WIFE. HAVE family of dogs, Harly,skooby,buster.ITS JUST DIFFERENT.go to a.a meeting on mon,5 YEARS has been along TIME?. Seen freands that grew up; Since childhood, see one on facebook,HIS DAD and him TAGHT ME CAMPING. OF course bad boy camp when child. Sleeping in SNOWCAVES ECT,LIFE THAT CHANGES IN BLINK OF EYE;GOD BEE WITH ME:

ME ME MEME

Well hi ther, Hows every one. ITS BULLY BEWARE DAY, pink SHIRT, and every thing.Foodbank day . Life is going as it should.Going curling with dad and brain surviours group tomorrow.Im pretty excited Dad curls but just had surgery on knee. Got into walking with POLES yesterday around Lafarge lake. HAD TO TELL EVERYONE,Ya know sometimes you have A MOMENT OF CLARITY.Your dogs are loved MY WIFE IS ABSULTLY GEORGEOUS AND BLESSED,loved loved LOVED.

Well its me again, Ive gotten very lucky you see theres 98% of all T.B.I. patience leave or get divorced ,Because of DAMAGR PHYSICLE or mentally.I do have exciting news my FRIEND Carla is in LOVE with PAUL and thats THAT.You see i met paul on Terry fox run in Langly.She is from Brain surviors group.Shara is painting Im blogging Michell coss is doing EVERYTHING to pramote INJURY . So my freind came to visit me today and like am i excited or WHAT. You see this is life me and him knowing each other since 9 years of age started to hang together at work.Life is different weather likeing or NOT

Jamie on valintines DAY

You see some of us cant afford this day so we have to make cards to let know the apprechetive kind were still of course SMITTEN about them.Ive gotten to a place in my recouvery that ime starting to ACCEPT my scooter and ME.So i tried these ZEBCO walking sticks and ime actually WALKING,,,,,,,,,,HOW KOOL. IVE had these things for years. BUT COULDNT OPPERATE THEM PROPERLY. So my thing know is zebcoing around

ME AND NOW

Its me, I was awake all night thinking about blog. HOW, AND what to put on papper.Well here it is,yesterday was filled with excitment i walked with theses POLES,And actually walking,I walked from about Westwood st on lougheed to shoughnessy st, OVER bridges down sidewalks through intercections , To reitmen office to docters or shrinks office.WELL i explained circumstance.You see ive been fighting with this guy for over 5 years about  .I did this he done that and so on.Well i havnt explained this guy is 55 years of age and treats peaple like unworthy DOGS teases mocks generally HUMMILATES you.WEll it happend yesterday,I see shrink FIRST time ive CRIED,And not man like either.This guy is problems galoir.IM hurt emotionly mentaly had to leave foodbank cause of this.THis has been prying at church seeing a shrink, reading FORGIVENESS pappers on fridge going to my dads house on schooter to get explained WHAT ACCEPTANCE is or means.You see i only understand if need HELP. its that if needed.You see understanding not a strongsuit.AND the whole thing doesnt matter anyhow anyway.Its me the braindead guy ANYHOW

POLES

Well its me again,Yesterday when me and Tyler walked Lafarg lake with these crosscuntry ski POLES and like WOW.What a work out.Came home relaxed grabbed POLES and proceded to walk to shrinks office on Lougheed and Shaughnessy LIKE MAN .I was WALKING with these POLES,And ballanceing stabbilizing and LIKE what the fck..WALKING ive gotten these walking sticks from Sandy about a year or two ago.You see i couldnt opperate these things,Must be getting STRONGER from going to gym. With Tyler like here it is Tyler suggest I conquer.         WITH POLES IM WALKING,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

Brain survivors meeting @ clean@sober incidents

Hi there its Me again ,Just got off phone with sis AND i told her about meeting. It was about volintering. WHICH i do anyhow, WED foodbank Fri Value village , The rest of week is A.A then gym or BOWLING which i like very much. I play the WII game otherwise or do blog . Life is very different for me. When i am A.D.H.D ex A.A or N.A guy who has 3/4 tattoed EX convict who know has this T.B.I. THAT actually lived threw an accident like mine should be dead.Well i have been clean@sober for 15 years. You see im not like i was before being a clean@sober horse THIEF.Makin the bakon doesnt allways give you a hand up. YOU see this is first TIME ive aggnowledge this, about being HONEST to dad and sponser.THEY LAUGHT when i told them. LIKE they never knew.So sneaky not allways the way........And i go to freinds 2 year cake tomorrow.

THE TRUTH

Hi ther,How are you peapls,Liston i just got off the phone with dad and he knew I WAS A CLEAN@SOBER HORSETHEIF ALL THES YEARS well know its been 15 yeaes,5 years ago gotten in a chopper accedent.SINCE then its been a frustrating time for me BUT. I am helping peaple. NOT the usall its payday when i want day.For 10 yeaes i was not that good.5 years have been GRATE.With no BULLSHIT but loveing my Wife and dogs i call FAMILY.Getting the same back 10 fold.My life is different NOW,Its my buddies Birthday on friday How KOOL can it be,

its monday

Well todays day is speacial i go to a meeting with Ron. Like every monday since accident,FRIDAY will be a buddies BIRTHDAY.And i get to go with RON.Its not like my birthday with this FCKN T.B.I. any ways.I go to meetings wheather i want to are not. Im at the 15 year mark, with t.b.i Last 5 years.My life has dramaticly CHANGED since then.

" MY PRESENT "

    Alarm going off and it is Friday A M  got up with Laurie we got ready to go . Like first thing first . We took Harley,  the feelings, emotions THAT were going through ME were pretty exciting.So Harley and Wife left for home after egg breakfast sangy and coffee at Tim Hortons yum yum. I went to ValueVillage to do my volunteer position for sweeping out store before it opens, with all the other workers they call me the Friday Guy and that makes me feel good every Friday they get paid so it is a good day for all I  have fun there with the people and they make me feel welcome and part of every Friday . 


    Scootered home had coffee got ready to ACTUALLY WALK to Pharmasave. Didn't realize that they were quite the grocery store as well,got what we needed didn't even have to go to Safeway so that saved a trip to another store .Walked home with a bag full of bread and other stuff, Being that's what I can carry.  Laurie takes 2 bags and  the milk,Ya now all the man duties. Got home PLAYED  WII with Sweety. Went for a walk with my BOYS tonight , I had BUSTER Laurie had SCOOBY, and HARLEY. They ran ahead of us and I was loosing sight of them , I Started to jog with BUSTER and calling for Laurie, And then realized I am jogging I am ACTUALLY JOGGING .I've got a feeling deep inside you know, Aren't Feelings and emotions  like out of this world, I felt like a million bucks I was actually jogging down the alley I did't go for long but still first time, first time man unbelievable.


   I want you to remember to keep going with the thoughts of" trying, and trying, and trying until you succeed with whatever you wanted to do. Everything is a small goal and dream and amazing how it feels to jump over the hurdles that I have and all the hurdles I will have but that is what is so amazingly cool about Life isn't it .

     The Quote that my wife and I love and was the theme on some things at our wedding was" LIFE IS NOT MEASURED BY THE BREATHS THAT WE TAKE, BUT BY THE MOMENTS THAT TAKE OUR BREATH AWAY. " SO TRUE

past, present, now

YOU see i did have a past,full of being kool saposidly. DRUGS,DRAMA, JAIL you know that kinda bullshit.YOU see i had to grow up,NO cops NO drama ,no uncool stuff if you know what i mean. So got marriad to wrong one paid dearly OH WELL, life moves with yaa, or without yaa. Got married again thank GOD, With one who is totally BLESSED. Then got into motercycle accident.Left that one with T.B.I...You see sometimes.Your left feeling i dont no.You know living with A.D.H.D. being alcoholic drug addict ex convict fully 3/4 tattoed good looking guy,As told from wife.Know has this t.b.i..What fucken gives.You know had a life, choppers, wife,, house ,cars,, dogs, kitties, Life changes in a blink of the eye....Know its trying to consntrate with one thing at a time then REMBER. Give me a brake. Cant rember yesterday,Never mind earlyer todays deal.Took me 5 years being clean and sober BEFORE being able to ride with the ELITE,Then 10 years clean then BANG again 5 yeares march 30 2007.Every thing CHANGES yet again.So livin into today, sometimes very difficult.

understanding

Well you see its new when i wake up Life i mean. Today i go with tyler to gym.He helped me with blog the other day. You see to write this takes alot of thinking.Not one of my strongpoints.Anyways i am trying to live and be, into TODAY not the past.Of i gotten into a motercycle accident March 30 2007 ya know.Never mind what i did before Its now,Do the right thing ALLWAYS. To me the right thing respect,concideration,HONESTY,ya no look after self program,wife,family.LISTEN hear whats said HEAR.UNDERSTAND. Live life for today.

bowling

Well its me again,Went bowling got a score past a 100. Tyler and i went today, fun, fun,fun.Started by walking up to line. THEN CROUCH THEN TOSS BOWLING BALL.NO FLUID MOTION, but AFTER 5 YEARS OF FRUSTRATION I AM DOING IT. noticing THE LITTLE TRIVELS ALONG THE WAY IS INSPERARATEIONAL.

Brain survivors meeting

This is forreal . I have a survivors meeting 1st thur every month.You see these peaple THINK like i do.My have physicle disabilites some,but we are survivors,Of this thing called TRAMATIC BRAIN INJURY.Well i have had Christmass and newyears.Some of us think Christmass or newyears just another day unless someone told us then all excitedness will appear.Anyhow new day EVERY day.Rembering not strong points for me anyhow,I will remeber when wife tells me,All dates at that time for birthdays or hollidays.Its my volenteer day and church praying day for me .Seen buddy Rob and Joyce today,seen everyone that volinters there,Hugs kisses newyear.WOW came home wrote blog.Thinking of what ive gotten from christmass.KOOL,Love care and concern,Lifes good.

dogs best freind

Well it says what it means,DOGS BEST FRIEND.You see i was in a accident 5 years ago march 30 2007.My life changed with a blink of an eye.My life is knew thanks and understanding  of my WIFE 3 dogs named BUSTER, SCKOOBY, HARLEY.Know these guys seen me,up or down,When i got to see Harley at hospitality's in Maple ridge Like so excited the both of us.Then months past then was aloud home to see Sckooby, buster,and Harley.Ya know life with out them would be a drag.Conversations, Whining crying moans and groans and absolute frustration WITNESSED by three dogs is love KNOW i mean LOVE, care ,concern.Hugs kisses freindship