REACTIONS AND GOD

Well hi ther, how are you, ive been better. wanted everyone to know evan T.B.I. surviours, have reactions, I picked a potted plant and threw it at this guy and freind, this guy mocks and teases me every time i step out the door, IVE GOTTEN no knew freinds. YOU SEE I BELONGED TO THE MIND YOUR OWN BUISNESS CLUB . before accedent, YOU SEE .NOW ITS LIFE ON LIFES TERMS, NO MATTER WHAT.YOU SEE IVE BEEN CALLED NAMES AND TEASING ALL MY LIFE.WELL GUESS  WHAT IVE HAD ENOUGH.SO I REACTED AND NOT THE RIGHT THING TO DO, IVE PRAYED IVE SEEN SHRINKS, IVE DOON EVERYTHING POSSIBLE MYSELF. WITHOUT CALLING FREINDS FROM MIND YOUR OWN BUSUINES CLUB/ YOU SEE I HAVE TO GROW UP AS RON MY SPONSER OUR DAD WOULD SAY. I GO TO THE FOODBANK ON WED .PRAY VOLENTER HELP OUT.YOU SEE I AM LEARNING YO PRAY THE RIGHT WAY, LIKE ALL THE TIME, WITHOUT SAYING AMEN. NOT HAVING TO GO TO CHURCH TO HAVE A CONTACT WITH GOD ,YOU SEE LEARNING FROM A FREIND  ROB AT FOODBANK, YOU SEE I BELEIVE HE STARTED AT A RECOUVERY HOUSE BUT AS USALL  MOCKED TEASED FOR WHO AND WHAT IS  MAN, UNBELIEVABLE.... YOU SEE I WENT TO 4 DETOXES 2 TREAEMENT CENTRES ,RECOUVERY HOUSE. JUST TO STAY CLEA AND SOBER MY FREIND BELEIVS IN GOD, HE KNOWS FOR SURE FOR HIM