my life todays day

well her it is, todays day, why im saying this as a t.b.i. survior, i forget, exspealy when i speak at meetings. i tend to tell beguining, middle and end, the truth of matter is i was a horror show,lived a horror show my life started 25 years ago, yes ive been married be fore, i didnt work out. got married to laurie have family of dogs. scooby. harley, like im able to walk the boys up and down laneway, ive gotten one of these fold up bikes learning to ride a bicycle, go to gym go to meetings  value village to volinteer. my life is good.like i said ive talked about something about 25 years ago. well for starters dont no feelongs ore emotions, well im telling all i rode with haney mind your own buisnees clubb since 1998   well kind of tells you i beleive in angels clean n sober ridden choppers that was my life . my life now is different confussing  frustrating. the thing is i know the before accedetnt after accedent    scienero with this t.b.i.       so its different