Hi ther how are you, should say thankyou, for reading blogg. from an tramatic brain SURVIOUR. ITS BEEN ALONG TIME OF FRUSTRATING LIFE ,BEING I NO DIFFERENT,YOU SEE I NO OF BEFORE ACCEDENT AND NOW. SO ITS TRAMATICLY DIFFERRENT , LIKE OF A BLINK OF AN EYE  BOOM HERE YOU ARE WHETHER YOU LIKE IT ORE NOT. CRYING COMPLAINING AND ALL THE OTHER STUFF MAKES ME FEEL UNCOMFTABLE AT TIMES NO CONVIDENCE, YOU SEE IM A ALCOHOLIC DRUGADDICT WITH A.D.H.D. AS AN ADULT , YOU SEE EVERYONES GOT SOMETHING TO SAY WEATHER I WANT THEM TO HELP ORE SAY.YOU SEE BORN WITH A.D.H.D ORE IME AN ADULT. YOU SEE I THOUGHT I HAD THIS IN CONTROLL BEFORE ACCEDENT. YOU SEE IVE BEEN A CRIMINAL SINCE AGE 9, CLEAN N SOBER NOW FOR 16 YEARS THANK GOD.SEE WHEN WOKEN FROM KOMA DAD SAID ISNT THAT GRATE YOUR A CLEAN N SOBER HORSE THEIF.AND I WENT WHAT THE FCK. I GEUSSE I DONE STUFF. WELL ALLA I NO IM CLEAN AND THATS THAT. THIS T.B.I. IS A LITTLE DIFFERENT THOUGH. ONE MINUTE YOUR OK THE NEXT BLAGH.