" MY PRESENT "

    Alarm going off and it is Friday A M  got up with Laurie we got ready to go . Like first thing first . We took Harley,  the feelings, emotions THAT were going through ME were pretty exciting.So Harley and Wife left for home after egg breakfast sangy and coffee at Tim Hortons yum yum. I went to ValueVillage to do my volunteer position for sweeping out store before it opens, with all the other workers they call me the Friday Guy and that makes me feel good every Friday they get paid so it is a good day for all I  have fun there with the people and they make me feel welcome and part of every Friday . 


    Scootered home had coffee got ready to ACTUALLY WALK to Pharmasave. Didn't realize that they were quite the grocery store as well,got what we needed didn't even have to go to Safeway so that saved a trip to another store .Walked home with a bag full of bread and other stuff, Being that's what I can carry.  Laurie takes 2 bags and  the milk,Ya now all the man duties. Got home PLAYED  WII with Sweety. Went for a walk with my BOYS tonight , I had BUSTER Laurie had SCOOBY, and HARLEY. They ran ahead of us and I was loosing sight of them , I Started to jog with BUSTER and calling for Laurie, And then realized I am jogging I am ACTUALLY JOGGING .I've got a feeling deep inside you know, Aren't Feelings and emotions  like out of this world, I felt like a million bucks I was actually jogging down the alley I did't go for long but still first time, first time man unbelievable.


   I want you to remember to keep going with the thoughts of" trying, and trying, and trying until you succeed with whatever you wanted to do. Everything is a small goal and dream and amazing how it feels to jump over the hurdles that I have and all the hurdles I will have but that is what is so amazingly cool about Life isn't it .

     The Quote that my wife and I love and was the theme on some things at our wedding was" LIFE IS NOT MEASURED BY THE BREATHS THAT WE TAKE, BUT BY THE MOMENTS THAT TAKE OUR BREATH AWAY. " SO TRUE

past, present, now

YOU see i did have a past,full of being kool saposidly. DRUGS,DRAMA, JAIL you know that kinda bullshit.YOU see i had to grow up,NO cops NO drama ,no uncool stuff if you know what i mean. So got marriad to wrong one paid dearly OH WELL, life moves with yaa, or without yaa. Got married again thank GOD, With one who is totally BLESSED. Then got into motercycle accident.Left that one with T.B.I...You see sometimes.Your left feeling i dont no.You know living with A.D.H.D. being alcoholic drug addict ex convict fully 3/4 tattoed good looking guy,As told from wife.Know has this t.b.i..What fucken gives.You know had a life, choppers, wife,, house ,cars,, dogs, kitties, Life changes in a blink of the eye....Know its trying to consntrate with one thing at a time then REMBER. Give me a brake. Cant rember yesterday,Never mind earlyer todays deal.Took me 5 years being clean and sober BEFORE being able to ride with the ELITE,Then 10 years clean then BANG again 5 yeares march 30 2007.Every thing CHANGES yet again.So livin into today, sometimes very difficult.