past, present, now

YOU see i did have a past,full of being kool saposidly. DRUGS,DRAMA, JAIL you know that kinda bullshit.YOU see i had to grow up,NO cops NO drama ,no uncool stuff if you know what i mean. So got marriad to wrong one paid dearly OH WELL, life moves with yaa, or without yaa. Got married again thank GOD, With one who is totally BLESSED. Then got into motercycle accident.Left that one with T.B.I...You see sometimes.Your left feeling i dont no.You know living with A.D.H.D. being alcoholic drug addict ex convict fully 3/4 tattoed good looking guy,As told from wife.Know has this t.b.i..What fucken gives.You know had a life, choppers, wife,, house ,cars,, dogs, kitties, Life changes in a blink of the eye....Know its trying to consntrate with one thing at a time then REMBER. Give me a brake. Cant rember yesterday,Never mind earlyer todays deal.Took me 5 years being clean and sober BEFORE being able to ride with the ELITE,Then 10 years clean then BANG again 5 yeares march 30 2007.Every thing CHANGES yet again.So livin into today, sometimes very difficult.