ME AND NOW

Its me, I was awake all night thinking about blog. HOW, AND what to put on papper.Well here it is,yesterday was filled with excitment i walked with theses POLES,And actually walking,I walked from about Westwood st on lougheed to shoughnessy st, OVER bridges down sidewalks through intercections , To reitmen office to docters or shrinks office.WELL i explained circumstance.You see ive been fighting with this guy for over 5 years about  .I did this he done that and so on.Well i havnt explained this guy is 55 years of age and treats peaple like unworthy DOGS teases mocks generally HUMMILATES you.WEll it happend yesterday,I see shrink FIRST time ive CRIED,And not man like either.This guy is problems galoir.IM hurt emotionly mentaly had to leave foodbank cause of this.THis has been prying at church seeing a shrink, reading FORGIVENESS pappers on fridge going to my dads house on schooter to get explained WHAT ACCEPTANCE is or means.You see i only understand if need HELP. its that if needed.You see understanding not a strongsuit.AND the whole thing doesnt matter anyhow anyway.Its me the braindead guy ANYHOW