Well its me again, Ive gotten very lucky you see theres 98% of all T.B.I. patience leave or get divorced ,Because of DAMAGR PHYSICLE or mentally.I do have exciting news my FRIEND Carla is in LOVE with PAUL and thats THAT.You see i met paul on Terry fox run in Langly.She is from Brain surviors group.Shara is painting Im blogging Michell coss is doing EVERYTHING to pramote INJURY . So my freind came to visit me today and like am i excited or WHAT. You see this is life me and him knowing each other since 9 years of age started to hang together at work.Life is different weather likeing or NOT

Jamie on valintines DAY

You see some of us cant afford this day so we have to make cards to let know the apprechetive kind were still of course SMITTEN about them.Ive gotten to a place in my recouvery that ime starting to ACCEPT my scooter and ME.So i tried these ZEBCO walking sticks and ime actually WALKING,,,,,,,,,,HOW KOOL. IVE had these things for years. BUT COULDNT OPPERATE THEM PROPERLY. So my thing know is zebcoing around

ME AND NOW

Its me, I was awake all night thinking about blog. HOW, AND what to put on papper.Well here it is,yesterday was filled with excitment i walked with theses POLES,And actually walking,I walked from about Westwood st on lougheed to shoughnessy st, OVER bridges down sidewalks through intercections , To reitmen office to docters or shrinks office.WELL i explained circumstance.You see ive been fighting with this guy for over 5 years about  .I did this he done that and so on.Well i havnt explained this guy is 55 years of age and treats peaple like unworthy DOGS teases mocks generally HUMMILATES you.WEll it happend yesterday,I see shrink FIRST time ive CRIED,And not man like either.This guy is problems galoir.IM hurt emotionly mentaly had to leave foodbank cause of this.THis has been prying at church seeing a shrink, reading FORGIVENESS pappers on fridge going to my dads house on schooter to get explained WHAT ACCEPTANCE is or means.You see i only understand if need HELP. its that if needed.You see understanding not a strongsuit.AND the whole thing doesnt matter anyhow anyway.Its me the braindead guy ANYHOW

POLES

Well its me again,Yesterday when me and Tyler walked Lafarg lake with these crosscuntry ski POLES and like WOW.What a work out.Came home relaxed grabbed POLES and proceded to walk to shrinks office on Lougheed and Shaughnessy LIKE MAN .I was WALKING with these POLES,And ballanceing stabbilizing and LIKE what the fck..WALKING ive gotten these walking sticks from Sandy about a year or two ago.You see i couldnt opperate these things,Must be getting STRONGER from going to gym. With Tyler like here it is Tyler suggest I conquer.         WITH POLES IM WALKING,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

Brain survivors meeting @ clean@sober incidents

Hi there its Me again ,Just got off phone with sis AND i told her about meeting. It was about volintering. WHICH i do anyhow, WED foodbank Fri Value village , The rest of week is A.A then gym or BOWLING which i like very much. I play the WII game otherwise or do blog . Life is very different for me. When i am A.D.H.D ex A.A or N.A guy who has 3/4 tattoed EX convict who know has this T.B.I. THAT actually lived threw an accident like mine should be dead.Well i have been clean@sober for 15 years. You see im not like i was before being a clean@sober horse THIEF.Makin the bakon doesnt allways give you a hand up. YOU see this is first TIME ive aggnowledge this, about being HONEST to dad and sponser.THEY LAUGHT when i told them. LIKE they never knew.So sneaky not allways the way........And i go to freinds 2 year cake tomorrow.

THE TRUTH

Hi ther,How are you peapls,Liston i just got off the phone with dad and he knew I WAS A CLEAN@SOBER HORSETHEIF ALL THES YEARS well know its been 15 yeaes,5 years ago gotten in a chopper accedent.SINCE then its been a frustrating time for me BUT. I am helping peaple. NOT the usall its payday when i want day.For 10 yeaes i was not that good.5 years have been GRATE.With no BULLSHIT but loveing my Wife and dogs i call FAMILY.Getting the same back 10 fold.My life is different NOW,Its my buddies Birthday on friday How KOOL can it be,

its monday

Well todays day is speacial i go to a meeting with Ron. Like every monday since accident,FRIDAY will be a buddies BIRTHDAY.And i get to go with RON.Its not like my birthday with this FCKN T.B.I. any ways.I go to meetings wheather i want to are not. Im at the 15 year mark, with t.b.i Last 5 years.My life has dramaticly CHANGED since then.