mery crhistmass.

hi there, how are you, well it was my birthday on the 18 of nov. dec 6 was my a.a birthday , i had it at moms, and laras,dac 12 had surjary for right leg back knee, baker syst. now ive feed scooby and harley. ive phoned mom and dad, actully let him know thers to 7 o clocks in the day.i see mandi on face book seen michell granger ther too . well mery christmass have a good new year.

todays the day

hi there, how are you, today i get to go to the christmass party at michells moms.and if you herd michills story ore book hes made you would be amazed, they should call our grope amazement instead of surviour .BUT the problem is we are surviours of a different kind.i am pleased. i get to be with my own kind for a day. like how kool.when thers 20 of us that bring help to each other and were receiptive to it. its amazing.

hi there, how are you , i had my birthday on nov 18 at my sisters house with her family riley rehanna terry.like ime 50 years old. like for one i never thought ide make it ,i did get chemekly indused in komma at 43.anyways my mom and dad like me better today than 10 years ago.you see i rode with the clubb of haney. my mommie thinks i could of got shot the rate i was going, you see ime clean n sober for past 17 years on the dec 6, my dad came down to house and asked for to have cake on the dec 6,how kool, my sponser ron is in hospitle at 76 years of age, my problem is i dont know age limits i geusse from t.b.i. my life is good

MARRIED AND EVERYTHING

I AM MARRIED TO LAURIE CHUBATY MAY 12 2006 YES I KNOW I GOTTEN IN MOTERCYCLE ACCEDEN MARCH 30 2007. SHE LOVES ME AND DOGS.

MY LIFE LIKE NOW.

HI THER, HOW ARE YOU. MY NAME IS JAMIE .  I WOULD LIKE TO PRAMOTE INJURY,  BUT YOU SEE I LIVE WITH THIS INJURY, SO SOMETIMES IN MY LIFE I FEEL IM NOT ON THE RIGHT PAGE, YOU SEE 25 YEARS AGO I WAS A MESS ON DRUGS LIKE AND FNN LOOSER. WENT TO OAKALLA ABOUT 10 TIMES,FOR THE LESSER CHARGES, YOU SEE I WAS A THEIF LYER NO GOOD.IVE BEEN MARRIED BEFORE ACTUALL ONE LAURIE THANK GOD, I HAVE 2 DOGS HARLEY ,SKOOBY, MY LIFE.HAD HOUSE IN HAMMOND BUT GONE NOW SINCE ACCEDENT GOLD ANYTHING WORTH MONEY HARLEYS CORVETTES HOTRODS THE USEUALL STUFF TO LET GO WHEN YOUVE BEEN CLEAN FOR 17 YEARS. YOU SEE I MADE IT TILL I WAS 43, THEN   BONK,            LIKE SOMETIMES I GO ABOUT MY BUISNESS, WITH THIS T.B.I. ITS NOT LIKE A.D.H.D. ALCHOL ORE DRUG ADDICT SHIT . THIS IS LIKE I GEUSSE BEING LOADED DAILY YOU FORGET YOU LOOSE TIMS YOUR SPEACH SUCKS AND SOMETIMES I THINK   IM GONNA BE LIKE I WAS BEFORE... AFTER I BLINK   KAZAMM,,,,, IM ALL BETTER NOW,  LIKE ITS ME THAT BRINGS ON ALL BULLSHIT AT ONCE YOU SEE I REMEBER A DAY BEFORE ACCEDET  SOOO   LIFE IS LIFE   . I DONT UNDERSTAND OLDNESS AND I AM 50 NOW LIKE OLD.

HI THER, HOW ARE YOU,ITS MY BIRTHDAY ON NOV 18, i will be 50, my sister has invited me and LAURIE for dinner , I get to hangout with my nieces , riley , rehanna have dinner with hubby Terry. like how kool, you see my life has changed. and im the last to know this. you see down the road from sises its the mind your own buisness club ,wich i road with till T.B.I. ACCEDENT, my freind turned into PROSPECT. LIKE HOW fckin kool.anyways lifes life.im full of LOVE WITH TERRY AND KIDS,MY SISTER HAS KEPT ME ALIVE EMOTIONLY EVER SINCE IVE MET HER.

my life todays day

well her it is, todays day, why im saying this as a t.b.i. survior, i forget, exspealy when i speak at meetings. i tend to tell beguining, middle and end, the truth of matter is i was a horror show,lived a horror show my life started 25 years ago, yes ive been married be fore, i didnt work out. got married to laurie have family of dogs. scooby. harley, like im able to walk the boys up and down laneway, ive gotten one of these fold up bikes learning to ride a bicycle, go to gym go to meetings  value village to volinteer. my life is good.like i said ive talked about something about 25 years ago. well for starters dont no feelongs ore emotions, well im telling all i rode with haney mind your own buisnees clubb since 1998   well kind of tells you i beleive in angels clean n sober ridden choppers that was my life . my life now is different confussing  frustrating. the thing is i know the before accedetnt after accedent    scienero with this t.b.i.       so its different

WELL ITS ME AGAIN, I HAD A WONDERFULL DINNER WITH DAD AND MOM, MY ISSUES TODAY ARE, IS IM BLABING MORESO AT MEETINGS. A. A. NOT LIFE AND BULLSHIT TIMES OF JAMIE CHUBATY. YOU SEE YES IM ALL THESE DEFECTS OF CHARACTER BUT IVE GROWN IN MY JOURNEY. 25 YEARS AGO . IVE KNOW WROTE AN ARTICLE IN HEADLINE MAGGIZENE. IVE MADE A BLOGG. I HAVE A LIFE. MY WIFE AND DOGS LOVE ME. YOU SEE IME STARTING TO HAVE REALIZATION OF LIFE KNOW AFTER 7 YEARS OF A MOTERCYCLE ACCIDENT . WITH T.B.I.   ITS SLOW PRAGRESS I BELIEVE. ANYWAZE WIFE DAD AND MOM WANT TO KEEP MR INTO TODAY. SO A MONTH AGO I TRIED FOLLING AROUND WITH THE E MAIL, AND I WROTE MY MOM , I LOVE YOU. WELL SHE TOLD ME AT DINNER, WELL THATS IF I REMEMBER A MONTH AGO, AND ACCUTLY DID IT. SO WHAT I WOULD LIKE IF ANYONE WITH THIS T.B.I. SHAKE THIS INJURY OFF . LIVE LIFE HOW YOUR SAPPOSED YO DO STAY INTO TODAY, WHICH IS HARDER THEN IT LOOKS MOVE ON YOUR    NOT   DISABLED, AS WIFE SAYS, AND ACCUTLY LISTEN.

Me Crabbing in the aluminum jet boat.

well you see, here i am thinking im going for a walk, i open door theres my buddy g  and wife, with hes jet boat deisle dodge, ya know a hundred grands worth easy,we go to portmody boat launch get boat in water we go out lay down crabb traps , go to cappilino river to base of before ocean, fish didnt catch anything, were under 2nd narrows bridge we go to lions gate bridge we can see stanley park ,we see were we rode choppers with wives, so me and you know me and g undestand what wives mean. being ime on 2nd one who means every  thing to us...like how kool ime with wife ,best freind his wife,   were fckn rocken as useall,,ive known g since if been nine years of age ,went to school ive worked with him for ten fckn years till extrusion mill shut down. i get into bike accedent walaa. like man we go get crab traps we get about 16 of them we go home eat crab, at his house , you see ime starting to realize things know, i still have a life...

MY WANTS MY WAY O.K.

MY NAME IS JAMIE IVE BEEN THIS BIKER GUY FOR, THE LAST  30 YEARS OF MY LIFE, YOU SEE HERE WE GO AGAIN LIKE GOD CANT YOU HERE ME , NOW IVE GOT TO CHANGE AGAIN LIKE WHAT THE FUCK, IVE GOTTEN CLEAN N SOBER 16 YEARS OUT OF PROBABLY 25 TO 30 YEARS. I GOTTEN A LIFE, FOUND OUT LAURIE ACTULY MY WIFE  NOT THE FUCKEN CLEANING LADY FROM HOPITLE IN MAPLE RIDGE  ...SELL EVERY THING  MOVE  THAN DJOHN AND PEPPER PAST AWAY,TINY RAN AWAY, THAN  BUSTER GETS PUT DOWN  ,LEFT WITH SKOOBY ,HARLEY , THE KNEW KITTYS,IME ACTULY WALKIN SKOOBE, AND HARLEY , YOU SEE LIFE IS NOT .  THE FUCKEN SAME  EVER EVER,,,,,,,,  NO MORE. IVE GOTTEN THIS T.B.I INJURY FROM MOTERCYCLE ACCEDENT, LIKE  DAD  SAYS NO  MORE, YOU SEE DIDNT KNOW THIS BUT  MOM AND DAD DIDNT WHANT ME  SHOT BY OWN KIND, YOU SEE IVE ARRIVED TO TRUTHFULLNESS,,. WITH THIS FUCKEN INJURY. LIKE DAD SAID TO ME, ABOUT 25 YEARS AGO, YOU COME OVER HERE YOU GET A LIFE, YOU HANG AROUND CRAP YOU GET CRAPY LIFE THATS ALL, YA KNOW MY DECISIONS IN LIFE HAVE BEEN CRAZY SINCE GET GO,,BUT I MARRIED MY WIFE LAURIE THANK GOD,SHES BEEN WITH ME THICK OR THIN LIKE THROUGH EVERY THING AND ANYTHING. LIKE IS THIS LOYALTY ORE WHAT, IDONT KNOW IF I COULD DO IT, IF FOOT WAS ON THE OTHER PERSON ,LIKE SOMETIMES I DONT BELEIVE ME AND IME THIS    WHICH NOW I HAVE TO UNDERSTAND IS I DONT RIDE NO PART OF  GROW UP KNOW,,,GUY SO YOU TELL ME I TALK ABOUT WALKING DOGS, AND NOT OTHER THINGS LIKE PEAPLE ARE SAPPOSED TO RELATE LIKE IME T.B.I. YA  KNOW..NO ONE KNOWS HOW ME, MICHELL ,MARTAINE CARLA, SHARA, MANDI.JESSICA MICHAL, ALANE FEEL ILE TELL YA THAT, THESE ARE BRAIN INJURED PEAPLE WHO HAVE BECOME FREINDS ONCE A MONTH FOR 6.5 YEARS   WERE  SURVOURS.

my life now......

well its been along time, ive lost harley last mon, i went to artist helping artist on joyce in vancouver took bus than skytrain. found harley at coq animal shelter, after country kennels, told me if hes lost they would get phone call, well a freind told us if you go on facebook you will find him .  well geuse what found him thank god . ive beeh making deals as fckn forreal with god, geuse what i do right ille be clean harleys back.  I BELEIVE THANK GOD I BELEIVE. you see my freind rob from food bank reblieved me into god as i understand him, well I BELEIVE. YOU SEE MY FREIND GOT KICKED OUT OF FREDDIES HOUSE FOR BEING H.I.V. LIKR COME ON .THATS HOW YOU GET THIS SHIT USE NEDDLES THATS WHAT YOU GET, I AM SO FCKN MAD AT A.A ,C.A  N.A  LIKE WHAT THE FUCK GUY GOES ON HIS ON BELIEVES AND READS THE BIBLE DOESNT GO TO THESE FCKN MEETINGS TO LISTEN TO EVERYONE CRY........LIKE GETTING A LIFE, ON HIS OWN WITH GOD,,,IT TELLS YOU SOMETHING DOESNT  IT, MY LIFE IS GOOD THE WAY I DO IT GO TO MEETINGS ON MON  FRI  IME CLEAN FOR 16 YEARS KNOW A.D.H. D. ALCOHOLC DRUGGADICT,EX CONVICT, BIKER ,FAMILY ,WIFE HARLEY, SKOOBY AND ME

disabled JAMIE...

W ELL YOU SEE IVE BEEN IN A MOTERCYCLE ACCEDENT. MARCH 30 2007. YOU SEE IT TOOK ME A TEAR TO FIGGER THIS OUT.WHEN YOU WAKE UP FROM THIS YOUR FCKN LOST AND I MEAN LOST.DONT GET ME WRONG .MY LIFE CHANGED IN A BLINK OF AN EYE.TODAY I BELONG TO T.B.I. SURVIORS AND THATS THAT . WE HAVE A GROUP OF DISABLED HEAD TRAMA PEAPLE , STROKES,CAR ACCEDENTS BIKE ACCEDENTS.SO ON. YOU KNOW ITS MY LIFE NOW.WE HAD A PICNIC IN WESTMINSTER TODAY. IT WAS CANCELLED,SO SANDY PICKED ME UP AT LIBRARY BROUT ME HOME . I WALKED FROM TRAIN TRAKS TO LORDCO SEEN LAURIE. AND THATS ANOTHER THING I AM OBSULTLY BLESSED .GOT A WIFE WHO LOVES ME THE WAY I AM.WE HAVE DOGS SCOOBY,HARLEY, KIDDIES, LOVE CARE ,CONCERN. IVE WROTTEN AN ARTICLE     MY LIFE NOW    IM ON FACE BOOK TRYING THE BEST I KNOW HOW, TO PRAMOTE INJURT. ITS FCKEN INVISABLE AT TIMES, DEPENDS ON HOW DAMAGED. GOT FREINDS WHO HAVE BEEN SHOT IN HEAD. HES TOTALY INTO HOCKEY ,HAVE A GIRL WHO KYACKS WHOS SKIED,WHOS BOAT SAILED,THEN THERES MICHELL WAS HOOKED UP TO HYPER BARIC OXCKYGEN SYSTEM TO BE   ALIVE.SO IVE GOT GRATE THINGS TO DO. AND IME DISABLED, LIKE WHO GIVES A FCK ANYWAYS, LIFE IS LIFE,  MY MAGIC COMES AND GOES. IME INTO ARTIST HELPING ARTIST. WANT TO DRAW A LION AND WOLVES ON SIDE OF HIM FOR DAD OF COURSE.   HES KING AFTER ALL ANYWAYS.

my aquintance freinds

you see i have a freind named tyler, he accutly is my kinesalogist. you see hes helped me with this computer blog getting set up so i can write this.and anything to help me with, we go bowling we go golfing pitch n putt drives me to t.b.i. mettings. i was on the facebook and seen my freind carla she goes about her buisness like she was never disabled   well she is and so am i.ive got pictures of me curling single man sailboats on my article like i wrote an article. now ime gonna go to art school on mon, draw you see some of us had a bit of a life before accedents or strokes and remeber things of past like me ,i used to be an epprentace for tattooeing so i draw.anything else i would say about my experience with the shops,you see i was loaded so me and drawing hasnt established for about 20 years, you see drawing and tattooing was loadedness for me. so i got a life havent had to look back, the cause was me.you see i traced a tiger and shaded it in for sandy as we checked out artist heping artist, you see ive been traveling on buses to meetings been scooten like everywher . my freind tyler getting married at end of month. like how kool and waking up nowing your married, like i didnnt know at first i was married to laurie ore i had dogs i lived in mapleridgehad ahouse a life before accedent

schooter ramps

hi ther how are you , ime doing good, you see me and laurie went to scooter city. this mourning,  and tryied out these ramps to get scooter in van .w ell we did it. we will have to take out both seats to get scooter in van.   BUT IT WORKS,WAIT FOR O. K and were off,WE get to go anywhere now .Vancouver stanley park my meetings unless ime using scooter .like how kool i get more of a life.   THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO READS MY BLOGG THANKS.

FORGETFULLNESS

I SHOULD OF SAID MY FREIND MARK CAME AND SEEN ME . I HAVNT SEEN MARK IN  YEARS, HAD TWO DIFFERENT LIVES, MINR UNCONTRLLABLE , HIS NORMAL HES A JURNEYMAN MAINTANICE MAN FOR DIAMOND DRILLING IN ALBRTA. LIKE IVE ONLY KNOWN OF GUYS WORKING IN MILLS OR FACTORYS ORE DRIVING TRUCK OR LIKE ME A TRUCKER , ALUMINIUM EXTRUSIONIST, WORKED ON CARS BIKES LIKE I WAS A FCHEN BIKER , RODE WITH THE CLUB  YA KNOW IN A BLINK OF AN EYE ALL GONE ..,,   BEEN CLEAN N SOBER FOR 16 YEARS CONSISTINT   3 YEARS BEFORE TO GET TASTE OF CLEAN LIFE ,.HAD TO BE CLEAN 5 YEARS BEFORE COULD   RIDE WITH CLUB     SO ACTULLY I HAD A LIFE MARRIED   THANK  GOD  HAD KIDS HARLEY SKOOBY BUSTER A HOUSE IN HANEY BY SHOP     YAA KNOW   A   FCKN   LIFE.

my freind

well as blessed i must be. my freind maek norman came to see me. he has a wife named ebany, 2 kids with this one . in another one kid his own and two step children , has had a normal life from salmon arm. hes a dimond driller, like besides him with a degree most of my freinds ride harleys, work for peaple unlees your haney hawgs and you own buisness, it was grate learning and listening.you see all if not most freinds been to JAIL due to ther own dimize.WE ALL HAVE TO GROW UP SOMETIHES IN LIFE.

survivor

survivior, well its fitting, ive surviviored drug an alcoholic addiction, for today,.ime 16 years out of 25 years trying got 3 years clean from my freinds recouvery houses, i do work on friday clean up ,moowing lawns at prairie house, ive SURIVIORED this t. b.i. accedent ,ive surviviored the useing or being loaded part of this life for today.you see i moow front and back lawns, clean dogs up feed walk to river, or around bloock, surviviored this awakeing from being chemilicy indused into koma, like what gives never felt this way in life stoned ore NOT...my NAME OF SURVIVIOR I WOULD LIKE TO BE TATTOOED ON MY BACK WITH TOP ROCKER TO BE SURVIVIOR BOTTOM ROCKER TO BE BRITISH COLUMBIA AN ANGEL IN MIDDLE OF BACK O.k. its called life...i work at value village on fridays, i go to meetings the rest of week, mondat, friday noon meetings i get to see my sponser , you see when i awoke from this t.b.i. there was RON MY DAD MY BEST FREIND MIKE, BILLY . YOU SEE I YHOUGHT I WOULD WAKE UP TO DEGENERITES, LIKE LOWSERS LIKE I WAS LOADED OR SOMETHING ,YOU SEE WHEN AWAKEN I REMBER A DAY BEFORE accedent and maybe 20 years back good thing ive been clean life out of 20 years. and thats wear my dad dont worry if ime shoot ore dead cause of clubb they shoot thrir own kind.you see none of my beleafs are true i wanted to ride with the elite and i did from 1998. i may have strange thinking but i SURVIVIORED

me

you see i do things unnessisary, because of my wants or needs, you see ive prettywell lived life my way my wants for last 20 years clean n sober, so am i entitled to somewhat my way without asking anybodys help ime 49 yaa know and i do know everything...

wreck beach and stairs

hi there, i went with scott and kera, and my wife laurie, went to wreck beach on friday morning, like we get there in u.b.c..we start walking and thers stairs and railings like the last time i went, i told my sister, she said in a laughing manner what did you do shromes, like i said its been along time and the walkway has stairs and railings.    so its been a while ...     i would like to say this scott and kara are like my freind  mark as i was a kid, you see with this b.t sometimes you dont know if tour commin ore going, anywaze my freind mark had compassion and kindness helped to bitter end and back then moved away got a life got married and is going to show up at house to bad i lost house ,rods ,harleys ,corvetts, got to see me for who and what i am really. not some guy whos a.d.h.d ex convic alcoholic druggaddict who now has t.b.i. like what fckn gives.anywaze scott me laurie, and kara walked, i think scott said 467 steps there then back, well im here i made it   kool

its just different

hi, how are you, ime whatever. up down allaround. anywaze i had to put my dog buster down. so that there is know suffering thank god, you know i love him, had him for 14 years.i had a house in hammond, bike. hotrod, corvette, 2 other dogs skoobt. harley  you know a fcken life, with wife you know job amongst everything else, you know trying to be compensionit, write blogg for self and disabled. you see ive accepted schooter to go places. cause i need it to get places, otherwize i am not disabeled. and thats that.you see my dad says my life is better .and i say what the fuck..at least my parents know ime safe.i jamie have to look forward and let go of the past and move on.you see for some reason i think of a day before accedent. well its positivelly now.

My Life Now: hard decisions...

My Life Now: hard decisions...: well how are you, im fine not. you see ive had buster fir 14 yeas allready ,you see hes an husky chow weing probly 130 pounds.buster and me ...

hard decisions...

well how are you, im fine not. you see ive had buster fir 14 yeas allready ,you see hes an husky chow weing probly 130 pounds.buster and me have gone through life realationshirs houses bike accednt marrage with blessed wife laurie..new kittys.barbie and bella, nevernind tiny that ranaway.well theres harley ,scooby, you see ime prbaly havin to put buster down. he has eye blopps leg and foot problems nevermind the walking in the morning the dragging two back hind legs, the moaning groaning just to get down the fckin hallway to porch. nevermind the up the back stairs. or the front steps. like im fucked i cant even properly walk myself. nevermind trying to carry him .you see.hes done life with me clean n sober  for past 16 years. in haney had a house in hammand. for 10 years had an house accutly. house hotrods choppers dogs cats a wife .you now love.something sometimes when its your dog are not.

Hi ther how are you, should say thankyou, for reading blogg. from an tramatic brain SURVIOUR. ITS BEEN ALONG TIME OF FRUSTRATING LIFE ,BEING I NO DIFFERENT,YOU SEE I NO OF BEFORE ACCEDENT AND NOW. SO ITS TRAMATICLY DIFFERRENT , LIKE OF A BLINK OF AN EYE  BOOM HERE YOU ARE WHETHER YOU LIKE IT ORE NOT. CRYING COMPLAINING AND ALL THE OTHER STUFF MAKES ME FEEL UNCOMFTABLE AT TIMES NO CONVIDENCE, YOU SEE IM A ALCOHOLIC DRUGADDICT WITH A.D.H.D. AS AN ADULT , YOU SEE EVERYONES GOT SOMETHING TO SAY WEATHER I WANT THEM TO HELP ORE SAY.YOU SEE BORN WITH A.D.H.D ORE IME AN ADULT. YOU SEE I THOUGHT I HAD THIS IN CONTROLL BEFORE ACCEDENT. YOU SEE IVE BEEN A CRIMINAL SINCE AGE 9, CLEAN N SOBER NOW FOR 16 YEARS THANK GOD.SEE WHEN WOKEN FROM KOMA DAD SAID ISNT THAT GRATE YOUR A CLEAN N SOBER HORSE THEIF.AND I WENT WHAT THE FCK. I GEUSSE I DONE STUFF. WELL ALLA I NO IM CLEAN AND THATS THAT. THIS T.B.I. IS A LITTLE DIFFERENT THOUGH. ONE MINUTE YOUR OK THE NEXT BLAGH.

me and life

well i finaly got to this writing deal. hi hiw are you,im fine. ya know life throws  you curve balls..you see before this accedent. i was born with a.d.h.d.  then im a drugaddict slash alcoholic,  ex convict know ive gotten t.b.i. after a motercycle accedent.  like give me a break ive been fighting all my fukn life. with one thing or another.well you see i make it 43 years of age thinking ive gotten this fckn a.d.h.d. in controll .ive gotten drug addiction alcohalic bullshit out of the way gotten the copps and robbers crap out.you think just live normal after accedent. but no...and i mean no.life is now what i can achieve with what i have. being humilated for last 6 years from outstanding grate guy . are you ex perionce man. this goof has beaten me up,a couple of times cause ive talked wrong. like are you kidding me... i am disabled scoter bound . like hello...

life at christmass

well hi ther, i am fine.well i went to brain survior meeting by 3 when its allways been 2 ,so i was late from buss cought it to late. first time ive been late. have to get ready before hand, get dressed,eat get raingear ready, get walking to coquitlam buss depote catch buss than go to meeting its at coquitlam library. this allso is my life.ME AND LAURIE went with Scoot and KARA TO ANTONS picked up pasta from back door went to Stanley park.Ate food on a park bench, like how kool,,, had NEWTEARS under the stars.KISSED NEWYEAR IN.WENT TO MOM AND DADS, for christmass dinner spent gift opening with LARA AND TERRY THE KIDS. NO FUSS it was grate , first time in 49 years ate with LAURIE MOM AND DAD FOR CHRISTMASS DINNER, ON I GEUSS WOULD BE DAY AFTER.SAID THANKS TO SANDY,SHE CORDNATES THE T.B.I FONDATION MEETINGS WITH THE GROUP.THIS IS LIFE FOR 20 OF US,,,,