my life.

well i havnt wrote since monitar was down, went golfing, at eagle quest in coq, my freind carla had her ex hubby guy there to eat with us when golfing was over. i didnt mind my own buisness, natruly i raised my fist said beware made every one no, her mom said jamie there good freinds, i said when did good freinds work after its not working and your just angaged... so anywaze i contuned on having fun with dom hes a new freind to our group, betwine me and him he knows i rode with the haney hells angels he hung with vancouver were childhood freinds our members.listen for starters i couldnt beat up a wet papper bagin the condition im in, you see ime blessed for one was sober last 16 years, yes i was a sober horse theif    anywaze. we went to go one man boat sailing at jerico beach in vancouver. i would  have to ketch buss. in morning                                      
 mornung to poier st. in coq to meet sandy caverly our cordnater most beutifull ladt with no judgement what so ever,we went to jerico beach had a picnic for everyone who showed .at the end of day me and dom went with an instructor in little boat which had a sail . lile how kool we got to go see freighters sun shinning  . lifes good. next was our meeting group at surviors.i asked carla if she knows god our touched his hand when accedent happend. she said of course jamie of course . i almost burst into tears . its the thing ive thought since accedent  or in my case   what . ive allso got to go pick up mom. lauries mom we had a blast . played wee frisbe golf for all hours of    the night    .  

i dont know what i am at times

listen , listen please my  moniter            r broke down havnt been able to write blogg. never mind this its very frustrating and hard havnt wrote. life is life went golfing with grobelerive ime blessd , i asked carla well she thinks shes blessed  , if you havnt a tramatic injury i dobt youd have the same feelings . asked did you feel gods hand  the replie is yes you go like  forreal and this is true.

monitar broke had to ask to get knew one

well its been a while, moniter broke , had to ask for one , thank god for teresa , terry, at the foodbank i volinteer at in poco. my life is well. every day is knew full of excitment , walked wiyh stroller to food bank on shaunsy. so walked there and  back with wheeled walker , like f n  kool  o.k.  ime stuck on this not giving up , from buddy michell on his facebook page.  you   see   were   surviors . ime an ex biker due to accednt. ex con vic a.d.h.d. adult with this ex dope head alcholic, 16 years sober with my dads help of coursae, i awoke at hospital dad said  hi jamie your a sober horse theif    i said   what the life has gone on from there .  ive started to regionize my life with actually being blessed. and no shit ime  saying  what  the f   .our surviors group understands thourly. because i think its because weve been blessed. and we know the hand of somewhat of   god     .so i try things possibly ime capable with laurie  my absolutely blessed wife for evan staying with me as tears are running down my face. like i think when is it   give me a brake   .                                          

going places

woke up by 730 got on schooter, left home went to eagle ridge hospital. seen my buddy rob there,then seen my speach theripist dan carlson. then left hospital, what an experionce,then went home caught bus at 1230 had to walk with walking poles to bus station caught bus went to meeting place the coquitlam library,seen sandy caught a ride to eagle quest golfing .20 of us went mini golfing michell coss is mom and dad give me a ride home, like    whats going on here     im independent...

BEING KIND

WELL HI THERE,IME JAMIE IVE BEEN IN A ACCEDET RECEIVED TRAMATIC BRAIN INJURY.FOR LAST 7 YEARS IVE BEEN GOING THROUGH RECOGNITION OF SELF . SO HEAR AND THER I GET A COMMON BELEIF OF WHAT IVE DONE WHO AM I. LIKE LIFE IVE BEEN SOBER FOR 16 OUT OF 25 YEAES LISTEN I ROAD WITH THE CLUB OF HANEY LISTEN I DONT THINK I CAN SAY THIS SHIT ON FACE BOOK , NEVER WORKED ON COMPUTER, HAD LIFE THE WAY ITS SAPPOSED TO. WITH NO BULLSHIT.GOT MARRIED TO MY WIFE THANK GOD, LIKE IM USEING WORDS LIKE PRAYING ,GOD , LOVE , LIKE WHAT THE PHUCK IS GOING ON.  I CALLED MY FREIND IN ALBERTA MIKEY WELL YOU SEE MY FREIND IS HARD CORE BUT SOBED SINCE I THINK 16 YEARS OF AGE , NEVER MIND THAT WHO GOES AND GETS SOBER AT 16, I THOUGHT YOU GET DRUNK THEN STONED OR WHAT EVER YOU DO. ANY WAZE WE GOT INTO HARLEYS WHEN I WAS ABOUT 23 . BOUGHT OWNED A 65 RIGHT SIDE 75 LEFT SIDE 88 INCH HARD TAIL HAD DRAG SHIFTING . COULD DO A 100 MILES AN HOUR IN SEC,FINNELY BOUHT A 2000 NIGHT TRAIN SPENT LIFE SAVINGS ABOUT 95 GRAND WORTH THEN  WIPE OUT MARCH 30 2007. YOU SEE I WOKE UP FROM BEING IN a chemelky INDUSED KOMA YOU SEE I CAN ONLY REMEBER ABOUT 20 YEARS BACK IN MY LIFE. YOU SEE WHEN WOKEN FROM THIS STUFF THEY DO AT HOSPITAL A FREIND DIED NAMED ORVILLE HIS BROTHER J.R SEEN ME LOADED AFTER ORVILLES DEMISE YOU SEE SOME PEAPLE NEVER KNEW ORVILLE SOBER SO WHEN THEY ORE I PUT PICS UP ON FACEBOOK . YOU GOT TO UNDERSTAND HE WENT BACK BEING LOADED HANGING WITH STRIPPERS ,COULDNT OWN THE FACT L0ADED AFTER 20 YEARS BEING SOBER. HE KILLED HIMSELF. SO AS I GO ON HERE. LIFE IS DIFFUCULT THE BEST OF TIMES . IME A.D.H.D  CONVICT DRUGADDICT ALCHLIC , BIKER KNOW WITH T.B. I. . LIKE I PHONED MIKEY SAID I LOVE HIME HE SAID SINCE ACCEDENT    IME  KIND   LIKE WHAT IS HE SAYING. IVE NERER BEEN TOLD THIS EVER BY ANY ONE. LIKE IS HE SAYING IM FRUITY OR WHAT YOU SEE I MAKE ALL THIS BULLSHIT IN MY HEAD    AND WHAT  LIKE IM GOOD AND EVERYTHING GIVE ME A FUCKEN BRAKE.

love and concern

well hi ther, i havnt been up to writing much, my storys the same , got into motercycle accedent 10 years sober, received this t.b.i. and like im accnowledge things now from later dates. my life is good, got beutifull wife laurie. 2 kittys 2 dogs . life just changes wheather you like it ore not. ime a a.d.h.d. alcholic drug addict been sober for 16 years, was a horse theif until accedent. ron and dad found out, the lord has other plans for me i geuse. my freinds now a member .other freind is a prospect god didnt want me to have fun.riding going places in life being secure, if you think i give to shits were you get your stuff from   wrong its all destroy your life shit , who am i . when it comes to be loaded    jamie who doesnt do coke crack herionor your cigerate shit ime   sober and thats  that. bine that way since i got forreal sober and not being a horse theif i have no 100000 dallar bike no more  i have a life with love and concern

GRANDYOUS FANTASY ILLUSION THE TRUTH

YOU SEE ITS MY SPONSER FONS CAKE WHICH MEANS FREINDSHIP LOVE AND BELEIF,RON HAS BEEN A SPONSER FOR THE LAST 25 YEARS OF MY LIFE. SO HES SEEN THE BULLSHIT FROM BEGUINING, MEANING IVE BEEN SOBER FOR LAST 16 YEARS 3 YEARS BEFORE THAT, AT MY FREIAD BILLYS   INNERVISION RECOUVERY SOCITY.YOU SEE GOT CLEAN AND ALL THAT JAZZ.  MEANWHILE HAVING ILLUSIONS FANTASY AND LIES FED TO ME FROM THE CLUB . I BECAME A HORSE THEIF. GOT INTO ACCEDENT LIFE CHANGED INSTANTLY.  MY CORVETTES GONE, HARLEY GONE LIFE OF EXCITANCE GONE FUNNY THING IS EVERY HAS FUN TILL THEY GET SHOT ARE HEARTATTACK. NO ONES THER THAY ARE ALONE , IM BLESSED   IM ALINE  CHMELCLY INDUSED IN COMA . BUT ALIVE I GO TO FOOD BANK VOLENTER GO TO VALUE VILLAGE ON FRIDAY VALLENTER AT INNERVISIONS  CLEANING UP, I WALK HARLEY AND SKOOBY. MY  LIFE   IS DIFFERANT.