its just different

hi, how are you, ime whatever. up down allaround. anywaze i had to put my dog buster down. so that there is know suffering thank god, you know i love him, had him for 14 years.i had a house in hammond, bike. hotrod, corvette, 2 other dogs skoobt. harley  you know a fcken life, with wife you know job amongst everything else, you know trying to be compensionit, write blogg for self and disabled. you see ive accepted schooter to go places. cause i need it to get places, otherwize i am not disabeled. and thats that.you see my dad says my life is better .and i say what the fuck..at least my parents know ime safe.i jamie have to look forward and let go of the past and move on.you see for some reason i think of a day before accedent. well its positivelly now.

My Life Now: hard decisions...

My Life Now: hard decisions...: well how are you, im fine not. you see ive had buster fir 14 yeas allready ,you see hes an husky chow weing probly 130 pounds.buster and me ...

hard decisions...

well how are you, im fine not. you see ive had buster fir 14 yeas allready ,you see hes an husky chow weing probly 130 pounds.buster and me have gone through life realationshirs houses bike accednt marrage with blessed wife laurie..new kittys.barbie and bella, nevernind tiny that ranaway.well theres harley ,scooby, you see ime prbaly havin to put buster down. he has eye blopps leg and foot problems nevermind the walking in the morning the dragging two back hind legs, the moaning groaning just to get down the fckin hallway to porch. nevermind the up the back stairs. or the front steps. like im fucked i cant even properly walk myself. nevermind trying to carry him .you see.hes done life with me clean n sober  for past 16 years. in haney had a house in hammand. for 10 years had an house accutly. house hotrods choppers dogs cats a wife .you now love.something sometimes when its your dog are not.

Hi ther how are you, should say thankyou, for reading blogg. from an tramatic brain SURVIOUR. ITS BEEN ALONG TIME OF FRUSTRATING LIFE ,BEING I NO DIFFERENT,YOU SEE I NO OF BEFORE ACCEDENT AND NOW. SO ITS TRAMATICLY DIFFERRENT , LIKE OF A BLINK OF AN EYE  BOOM HERE YOU ARE WHETHER YOU LIKE IT ORE NOT. CRYING COMPLAINING AND ALL THE OTHER STUFF MAKES ME FEEL UNCOMFTABLE AT TIMES NO CONVIDENCE, YOU SEE IM A ALCOHOLIC DRUGADDICT WITH A.D.H.D. AS AN ADULT , YOU SEE EVERYONES GOT SOMETHING TO SAY WEATHER I WANT THEM TO HELP ORE SAY.YOU SEE BORN WITH A.D.H.D ORE IME AN ADULT. YOU SEE I THOUGHT I HAD THIS IN CONTROLL BEFORE ACCEDENT. YOU SEE IVE BEEN A CRIMINAL SINCE AGE 9, CLEAN N SOBER NOW FOR 16 YEARS THANK GOD.SEE WHEN WOKEN FROM KOMA DAD SAID ISNT THAT GRATE YOUR A CLEAN N SOBER HORSE THEIF.AND I WENT WHAT THE FCK. I GEUSSE I DONE STUFF. WELL ALLA I NO IM CLEAN AND THATS THAT. THIS T.B.I. IS A LITTLE DIFFERENT THOUGH. ONE MINUTE YOUR OK THE NEXT BLAGH.

me and life

well i finaly got to this writing deal. hi hiw are you,im fine. ya know life throws  you curve balls..you see before this accedent. i was born with a.d.h.d.  then im a drugaddict slash alcoholic,  ex convict know ive gotten t.b.i. after a motercycle accedent.  like give me a break ive been fighting all my fukn life. with one thing or another.well you see i make it 43 years of age thinking ive gotten this fckn a.d.h.d. in controll .ive gotten drug addiction alcohalic bullshit out of the way gotten the copps and robbers crap out.you think just live normal after accedent. but no...and i mean no.life is now what i can achieve with what i have. being humilated for last 6 years from outstanding grate guy . are you ex perionce man. this goof has beaten me up,a couple of times cause ive talked wrong. like are you kidding me... i am disabled scoter bound . like hello...

life at christmass

well hi ther, i am fine.well i went to brain survior meeting by 3 when its allways been 2 ,so i was late from buss cought it to late. first time ive been late. have to get ready before hand, get dressed,eat get raingear ready, get walking to coquitlam buss depote catch buss than go to meeting its at coquitlam library. this allso is my life.ME AND LAURIE went with Scoot and KARA TO ANTONS picked up pasta from back door went to Stanley park.Ate food on a park bench, like how kool,,, had NEWTEARS under the stars.KISSED NEWYEAR IN.WENT TO MOM AND DADS, for christmass dinner spent gift opening with LARA AND TERRY THE KIDS. NO FUSS it was grate , first time in 49 years ate with LAURIE MOM AND DAD FOR CHRISTMASS DINNER, ON I GEUSS WOULD BE DAY AFTER.SAID THANKS TO SANDY,SHE CORDNATES THE T.B.I FONDATION MEETINGS WITH THE GROUP.THIS IS LIFE FOR 20 OF US,,,,