survivor

survivior, well its fitting, ive surviviored drug an alcoholic addiction, for today,.ime 16 years out of 25 years trying got 3 years clean from my freinds recouvery houses, i do work on friday clean up ,moowing lawns at prairie house, ive SURIVIORED this t. b.i. accedent ,ive surviviored the useing or being loaded part of this life for today.you see i moow front and back lawns, clean dogs up feed walk to river, or around bloock, surviviored this awakeing from being chemilicy indused into koma, like what gives never felt this way in life stoned ore NOT...my NAME OF SURVIVIOR I WOULD LIKE TO BE TATTOOED ON MY BACK WITH TOP ROCKER TO BE SURVIVIOR BOTTOM ROCKER TO BE BRITISH COLUMBIA AN ANGEL IN MIDDLE OF BACK O.k. its called life...i work at value village on fridays, i go to meetings the rest of week, mondat, friday noon meetings i get to see my sponser , you see when i awoke from this t.b.i. there was RON MY DAD MY BEST FREIND MIKE, BILLY . YOU SEE I YHOUGHT I WOULD WAKE UP TO DEGENERITES, LIKE LOWSERS LIKE I WAS LOADED OR SOMETHING ,YOU SEE WHEN AWAKEN I REMBER A DAY BEFORE accedent and maybe 20 years back good thing ive been clean life out of 20 years. and thats wear my dad dont worry if ime shoot ore dead cause of clubb they shoot thrir own kind.you see none of my beleafs are true i wanted to ride with the elite and i did from 1998. i may have strange thinking but i SURVIVIORED

me

you see i do things unnessisary, because of my wants or needs, you see ive prettywell lived life my way my wants for last 20 years clean n sober, so am i entitled to somewhat my way without asking anybodys help ime 49 yaa know and i do know everything...

wreck beach and stairs

hi there, i went with scott and kera, and my wife laurie, went to wreck beach on friday morning, like we get there in u.b.c..we start walking and thers stairs and railings like the last time i went, i told my sister, she said in a laughing manner what did you do shromes, like i said its been along time and the walkway has stairs and railings.    so its been a while ...     i would like to say this scott and kara are like my freind  mark as i was a kid, you see with this b.t sometimes you dont know if tour commin ore going, anywaze my freind mark had compassion and kindness helped to bitter end and back then moved away got a life got married and is going to show up at house to bad i lost house ,rods ,harleys ,corvetts, got to see me for who and what i am really. not some guy whos a.d.h.d ex convic alcoholic druggaddict who now has t.b.i. like what fckn gives.anywaze scott me laurie, and kara walked, i think scott said 467 steps there then back, well im here i made it   kool

its just different

hi, how are you, ime whatever. up down allaround. anywaze i had to put my dog buster down. so that there is know suffering thank god, you know i love him, had him for 14 years.i had a house in hammond, bike. hotrod, corvette, 2 other dogs skoobt. harley  you know a fcken life, with wife you know job amongst everything else, you know trying to be compensionit, write blogg for self and disabled. you see ive accepted schooter to go places. cause i need it to get places, otherwize i am not disabeled. and thats that.you see my dad says my life is better .and i say what the fuck..at least my parents know ime safe.i jamie have to look forward and let go of the past and move on.you see for some reason i think of a day before accedent. well its positivelly now.

My Life Now: hard decisions...

My Life Now: hard decisions...: well how are you, im fine not. you see ive had buster fir 14 yeas allready ,you see hes an husky chow weing probly 130 pounds.buster and me ...

hard decisions...

well how are you, im fine not. you see ive had buster fir 14 yeas allready ,you see hes an husky chow weing probly 130 pounds.buster and me have gone through life realationshirs houses bike accednt marrage with blessed wife laurie..new kittys.barbie and bella, nevernind tiny that ranaway.well theres harley ,scooby, you see ime prbaly havin to put buster down. he has eye blopps leg and foot problems nevermind the walking in the morning the dragging two back hind legs, the moaning groaning just to get down the fckin hallway to porch. nevermind the up the back stairs. or the front steps. like im fucked i cant even properly walk myself. nevermind trying to carry him .you see.hes done life with me clean n sober  for past 16 years. in haney had a house in hammand. for 10 years had an house accutly. house hotrods choppers dogs cats a wife .you now love.something sometimes when its your dog are not.